Monday, June 23, 2008

For the sake of Shi peng,i'm blogging on this blog,just wanna to tell everyone that i'm currently using a blog n a livejournal,so pls feel free to view both,thankyou

haiz CG08 is just 8weeks away,i really hope that god would really use mi to really break a caregroup in montfort,i believe God will make a way n no one can stop us,not even the devil,i believe that not only Neb1b would break a CG but others school would also break more caregroup n more schools would be complete,Amen!!

i really felt disappointed with myself for e past few days,cos i hv let ppl who hv high expectation down,i really pray God would forgive mi

Yeah,just return from northeast camp,really enjoyed it,but there is some things that happened during camp.Its again my two sheeps,who don't like each other.Its always them!!Why can't they do something proud to God instead of going each other.I m really lost,not knowing what to do next.But really thank god that he sent ppl around me,ppl like chee hwee,marcus,yeshen to give me encouragement.I truly thinks that God wants me to persevere on this race,i believe god wants me to trust him more and to have faith in him.After many tests he have given me,i think this is a great test for me but i believe that my god can settle anything in this world,no one can compare to him.I believe more test will be given to me in the future.So i just want to promised god that i will persevere on no matter what happen,amen!!!

yozzz,its a long time since i blog,actually now nothing to do at marcus hse,have been staying at his hse for two days in a row.Its quite a nice place too.So just wanna blog about the past few months that have gone just like that,so really wanna reflect on what i have been doing.Have been seeing people come and go from my group.Its really heartache to see people who are once passionate for god to win their school,soon lost hope in serving n started changing focus to something that can't compare to god.Today in so called shepherd's caregroup,donavan taught about having faith with god.Do we ever doubt in his ability or do u ever doubt that if he is real.But one thing that i m sure he's real is his blessing in my life n i have also seen him change so many people life and i'm sure that he have also bless you too,so whenever you feel like backsliding or leaving god,just remember of the times where he have bless you n remember that he will also love you Hebrews13:8. So back to my group,always thinking about them n hoping that they will really grow.Sometimes i will always think that i not a good leader at all cos i don't think that i m firm enough n i m not capable of leading this group well,but whenever i think that its god that anoit and chose me,so i shall do my best in reviving this school,having Wisdom,Courage n anoiting to Do Discipleship n outreach. So no matter what people say about me being a useless leader or maybe the devil is pulling me down,i will have faith that since god chose me,so i got to show him that he has chosen the right and responsible leader,Amen

Hello eveybody,i'm back.Juz wanna blog abt the three weeks holiday which has come n go like a wind,without even knowing tml is e starting of school,Boooooooooo!!!.Dun know if i should be happy or sad,cos happy is becos i finally hv something to do rather than stay at home,sad is becos i will miss my sleep lol!!!Haizzz sian la,problems hv been coming to my group,ppl r really not motivated to serve n give their best,but thanks to tis verse given by sunny on his uctm,really enlighten mi,in HEBREWS11-12,it says hving faith n putting our trust in him n e tests tat God has given us,is all for our own good,cos he wans us to grow he doesn't wan us to juz stay at e same position with e same amount of ppl,he also doesn't only wan us to juz save e salvation of e ppl in our school,but saving salvation of e whole world.I really feel really excited to be in tis race with god,i really hope tat ppl who are spending unimportant time in unimportant things would change their mindset to serve god wholeheartly,n those friends who still are not christian will get to know god n treat god as their father n savior,Amen!!Getting ready to lala land,Good nite everybody!!

Yea!! holiday is finally here,its really a great time where i can spend time with my montfort group,i really wanna to make sure tat tis three weeks holidays would not come into waste.Firstly i wanna talk about my montfort group,so far montfort has only four ppl not including mi n marcus n we dun hv any leader tat we could rise up,its really quite scary cos nxt year hua xiang would be leaving montfort n it would only be left with Nigel,kenny n sam.I m really quite worry too cos i not from their sch n i can't be always e only outreaching alone.I really need someone who can work with mi.Everytime when i see e saint andrew group,i would look at them with envy cos when they outreach they go as a group n when i sow on their contacts they sow as a group,i really hope montfort could be like tat.Last week saw SA hit their target of 20ppl felt happy for them but looking at our montfort group,we still need 6 more to hit our target of 10ppl,when will tis day come??But one thing for sure,i will always hv faith tat montfort will hit its target,Amen.Secondly i wanna to blog abt my life,felt tat there is many ways i can grow in.I personally feel tat i m really not ready to be a leader n to take charge of montfort cos firstly i m impatient,remember yesterday when i couldn't take it any more of nigel atitude cos he keeps disturbing mi,i feel tat i shouldn't hv lose my temper at him,i m really sorry abt it.Secondly its abt my punctuality,cos tis week i hv alreeady been late for shepherd meet n sunny's meeting,i feel tat i should really change.Thirdly,its abt my firm with ppl,cos i feel tat i can't really take control of my group,i couldn't hv e leadership of making them listen to mi.Forthly,its abt my bible knowledge,cos i feel tat i hven't been spending my QT regularly.Lastly its abt being a role model to others,i feel tat i m not capable of letting ppl look up to mi.I really hope God would change all my bad habits n i promise to change,i also hope tat God would send ppl to support mi n grow montfort,Amen!!