Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Yeah,just return from northeast camp,really enjoyed it,but there is some things that happened during camp.Its again my two sheeps,who don't like each other.Its always them!!Why can't they do something proud to God instead of going each other.I m really lost,not knowing what to do next.But really thank god that he sent ppl around me,ppl like chee hwee,marcus,yeshen to give me encouragement.I truly thinks that God wants me to persevere on this race,i believe god wants me to trust him more and to have faith in him.After many tests he have given me,i think this is a great test for me but i believe that my god can settle anything in this world,no one can compare to him.I believe more test will be given to me in the future.So i just want to promised god that i will persevere on no matter what happen,amen!!!

yozzz,its a long time since i blog,actually now nothing to do at marcus hse,have been staying at his hse for two days in a row.Its quite a nice place too.So just wanna blog about the past few months that have gone just like that,so really wanna reflect on what i have been doing.Have been seeing people come and go from my group.Its really heartache to see people who are once passionate for god to win their school,soon lost hope in serving n started changing focus to something that can't compare to god.Today in so called shepherd's caregroup,donavan taught about having faith with god.Do we ever doubt in his ability or do u ever doubt that if he is real.But one thing that i m sure he's real is his blessing in my life n i have also seen him change so many people life and i'm sure that he have also bless you too,so whenever you feel like backsliding or leaving god,just remember of the times where he have bless you n remember that he will also love you Hebrews13:8. So back to my group,always thinking about them n hoping that they will really grow.Sometimes i will always think that i not a good leader at all cos i don't think that i m firm enough n i m not capable of leading this group well,but whenever i think that its god that anoit and chose me,so i shall do my best in reviving this school,having Wisdom,Courage n anoiting to Do Discipleship n outreach. So no matter what people say about me being a useless leader or maybe the devil is pulling me down,i will have faith that since god chose me,so i got to show him that he has chosen the right and responsible leader,Amen