Friday, December 21, 2007

Sian la yesterday went sch with chee hwee n en ting 2 appeal of retaining of sec4,before tat mi n chee hwee has been walking around asking teacher how big would e chance be for us to retain,but they all said e same thing,saying tat its e same if we rretain or go ite,but we really doesn't want 2 juz go ite,so we went to our disciple master to ask him for help in appealing,e sad thing is tat he said tat mine chance of retaining is 0 percent,but there's still a chance of chee hwee n en ting retaining.But abt three hours later,my discple master called en ting n said tat his appeal was successful,but e sad thing is tat chee hwee who has e best points among three of us couldn't retain,so its left mi n chee hwee going ite liAO,really feel very sad,for e first thing i really miss my sch n miss all my friends,bur really thx god for everything n hope he will bless mi n chee hwee in our path to ITE,Amen

2day dun know should say e worst day of my life or good,Not sure if i m dreaming or not but its true!!I m really going 2 ITE.But when i first recieved my results i actually almost cried out but thinking abt wat marcus said tat we should really thx God for everything weather if something good or bad happen 2 you,its all god's plan.Since i hv worked hard why should i be sad.Really dun know wats my plan,really didn't expect myself to go ITE.I really wan to thx everybody for helping mi though,i really will miss all my friends there n e teachers who hv treated mi good or bad,i will miss all of them,but dun worry i will be coming back sch to visit them,its really proud to be a saint for at least ten years,really thx god for everything,Amen

Labels: Is going ITE bad or good??

its abt a month tat i didn't update my blog.Really many many good n bad thing tat hv happen.I don't know how 2 start it,but lets start from e good things tat happen,God really bless our group alot,not only in e number of ppl but e number of ppl growing spiritually,though we hv faced many trouble but god always help us pass though it.Just two weeks ago,its was one day before camp registration,chee hwee n mi was continuing calling ppl who hv not register.A few ppl like shi peng n hong jie,wats make mi really touch was chee hwee's passion 2 wan to bring ppl who hv not register 2 come 4 camp,tat wat i really wan 2 learn from him. i really wan 2 talk more abt my three sheeps,though they give mi alot of problem but i still cared for them alot cos not everyone is perfect,even up till now i also give my shepherd alot of problem but he also forgive mi.So let mi say more abt my sheep,firstly i wan 2 say abt Shawn,though he has given mi e most problem but i care 4 him e most,though he doesn't wan 2 shared with mi most of his life but it doesn't matter,maybe one day he will shared willing with mi n wan mi 2 treat mi not only as shepherd but also as a friend,one day he will grow. Next sheep is sam,i should say he is e most experience person,even better than mi,sometimes when i talk 2 him,i will be lost with words,but sometimes i also dun know wat he is thinking cos he doesn't shared his story with mi,but at least he is growing but need 2 grow more,i know tat he is working hard for monfort by meeting up with his friend n inviting them 4 service n hope one day he will be a shepherd soon. Last but not least is beng liang,i should say tat god really bless mi,cos he was once in our church but due 2 studies he left,but after persuding him 2 come back,he finally agreed.When he came back i feel tat it was a little hard 2 contact him at first n i thought tat he will leave very soon,but due 2 e help of god tis didn't happen.I really find him really change alot n even better than before.He is really working hard n even harder than mi.I hv faith in him tat he will be a careleader by nxt year.Last weel i was very proud of him,bring four friends though only one converted but i really sees his passion for monfort.N as for e new believer his name is rong li,i can feel tat he is quite responsive just hope he will grow n bring his friends 2 know god. There is one person tat i wan 2 affirm,his name is hua xiang,though most of e time he only think abt himself but i think tat he is a great leader though he doesn't hv a sheep,but he has great plan for e monfort group,n its really a blessing to hv him in our group. Lastly,i really wan 2 thx tis person,cos without him there will be no mi n no northeast b1,his name is marcus hosea,i really wan 2 thx him for not only being a good careleader but he is a good n caring shepherd,though most of e time i hv made him very disappointed but he didn't scold mi but just forgive mi n ask mi not 2 do it again n when i m sad,he encourage mi n ask mi not 2 give up,i really wan to do something for him,sometimes i wonder why did god give mi such a good shepherd while i m such a unless person n sheep.He is really a good leader,he is really here 2 save life,he is a good role model to mi.If u ask mi who i really idol its definitly him,i really wan to be like him,i really wan 2 change ,i really wan 2 grow,Marcus YOU R THE BEST!!!!